INEXISTENT

I see you in my dreams alive 

In my thoughts where you only live

In the world of you and I that I created

Where I treasure my only chance to be truly loved.

I see your eyes dark and fuming

Gazing in mine till the sun is setting

Your thumb stroking round on my chin

Holding me through windy nights warming my skin.

You’ve never known the girl that dreams of you

Under the moon traveled away from Earth

Not sure if you’d ever come across her path

Making you real when you don’t even exist

Just to sense moments and feel loved for a moment.

In real life I’d shudder if I meet your pace

I am scared that you’d not love the spots on my face

Would you ever handle and secure my insecurities

I doubt you would even want to run your fingers in my hair

For the small assets I have, I can’t tell if you’d turn your head and glare.

You give me reasons to believe when you’re not existent

Hoping we’d find unity from our nature being different

And you’d love the way I am tiny fitting in your arms

In my muse you never leave for long

This is the only fairy tale in which I belong.

It all sounds like nonsense

From the first to the last line it doesn’t make sense

But I am so ready to meet your way without building a fence

I would make these dreams real if got a chance.